Goodbye Layla

So my internet connection hasnt been working the greatest lately so I'm sure I've missed writing about all kinds of stuff. Sorry.

I want to write about a really sad thing that I've been dealing with which is the passing away of my cat Layla May. She was really sick and went to the vet and I ended up spending a small fortune on her but unfortunately she never really got better. I took the day off on wednesday because I was going to take her back to the vet. Well I knew that there was the potential of having to decide if I was going to need to put her down so I decided to spend some quality time with her. In the morning I picked her up and she made a really funny noise. I just gently carried her around petting her and that is when I realized that she had died.

I'm taking comfort in the fact that at least she died at home and not at the vet. And as bad as it sounds, at least I didnt have to make the decision to put her down. But its been really hard because she meant so much to me. She was my baby. And now my apartment seems so empty and lonely. Having her around was such comfort to me when me and Matt broke up. She just made my apartment seem more like a home. I just miss her so much.

Goodbye Layla, mommy loves you.