In Limbo

So me and Matt are still broken up and still living together. It has been impossible to find a place so close to September. I am hoping that I can get into a place soon or at least for October. So far I have been coping with the breakup quite well but I think that the main reason is that it doesnt feel totally real yet. I think that once I move out then reality will sink in. So far Matt has still been really good about the whole thing and I am really hoping that we will be able to remain good friends.

I have received a lot of phone calls from concerned friends and I appreciate them all, it is good to hear from all of you. So far me and Matt are still on really good terms so it is starting to get on my nerves when people automatically start badmouthing him. I understand that that is the automatic response from people and that is fine but for those of you ( I will not name names) who insist on repeatedly badmouthing, I would appreciate a different approach to the situation. I have recently tried to surround myself with positive vibes and have been trying to take an optimistic approach to life, so please try to be supportive without being judgemental and negative. Life is too short to focus on the bad things.

Anyways I am glad that I got that out of the way. I am going to check out a place tomorrow after work so hopefully it will work out. I will keep you guys posted on my progress.

Cheers!